A long lost friend....

Andicakes, if you are reading this, I just want to say I miss you. I promised myself that I wouldn't forgive you but I just can't be mad at you. You were mean to me always at the end but before that you were a nice loving funny friend who cared for me. I just want to say I miss you so much, no matter how many fights we had.... I think about you everyday. You were so kind. Why did things have to get messed up? I will never forget you. You are a legend to me. I wish we could have played yoville just one more time.. to meet up and discuss what has happened while we were away. But sadly, it will never happen because we BOTH screwed up this time. You were a true bff ;).... I have a new look on yoville.... and also a new name. A new room, nothing is the same.
How can i be sad at you, you were the only thing i loved how could i be mad at you, my life. You were sad werent you, you were mad at someone too... it wasn't me. You couldn't stand it anymore and yu took out your anger on me or words slipped out or maybe you just hated me.. but it still doesn't change anything if you hated me because I can't hate you. I do it all the time.
I've never said this to anyone, but I just wish we would have never fought because we would have been the greatest friends. It's sad the way things ended up. I'm sorry the ending had to be bad, me posting bad stuff about you to my blog that you did. I guess it didn't help anyone, it only made u look bad to my friends, I am sorry for that. It's just this blog is part of my ameba pico life and so You're a big part of my life. Why else would i be posting this for you and all my friends to see? I don't know why I try so hard to make you my friend again, after we fought so much. I guess it's like the anime Naruto Shippuden when Naruto tries to bring Sasuke back the whole time, his long lost friend.